Thursday, May 28, 2009
let there be life
It's raining heavily as I hop onto a bus that goes nowhere, plug in my iPod and watch the world go by in the splendor of the falling rain while being submerged in my thoughts and idiosyncrasies. Enjoy the therapeutic whirl of the rush hour and savour the melancholic solitude, a luxury in a perplexing time of unceasing activities and concern.
Life was good.
*****
Excruciatingly long week that really had me oblivious to time itself. I'm off-the-grid, as usual, and I am terribly apologetic for that.
Friday, May 15, 2009
ponder
How do you put up two fronts; one that says it's okay to people and one that is totally full of reluctance? How do you react when you're hit by blows after blows of bad news? What do you do when you can't see the end even though it may be so near? Do you lose heart? What can you do when you've done so much but achieved so little? How do you react when you're unfairly treated but can do nothing about it? What happens when you become so myopic that your long-term goal is to get past the week ahead? How do you say Hallelujah from your heart when the going gets tough?
Friday, May 1, 2009
must get out
Past two weeks were anything but relaxing. Things have gone right, and things have gone wrong, and things would probably go at this pace for a while. This may be the longest 6 months of my life yet.